Straight from Freak Shows, Altered To My Own Life

"I decided a long time ago that I was going to love him despite the fact that he is rude and doesn't realize it and arrogant. Despite the fact that he gets tired so easily, and gets sick from nothing. Even though he's a hypochondriac, and has a receding hairline. I promised to love him even though he didn't have a job, and didn't take me out on dates, and can't decide what to do with his life. He never gives a solid answer and he talks down to people. I was hoping that he'd accept me, and embrace the fact that I am sometimes wrapped in my own little world, and even though I talk during movies and care too much about how I look and argue about everything and am over sensitive and I'm sure there's lots of other things too. I was hoping he would be willing to accept some of these things, accept some of my flaws, and help me with the things I long to change. But he is so impatient he can't wait for that. And I don't think he will find anyone to accept these things about him like I loved them."