I Guess This Is What I Get For Letting My Heart Win

I knew this change was coming
It wasn't that hard to see
It's made my mind so numbing
Why did you let this come to be?

You told me you loved me so
But were those just words to you?
I could see it like I see the wind blow
I guess it's time for something new

I don't need this crap from you
But I have my God to lean onto
He's got a perfect plan for me
Until then, patiently waiting I'll be

It's the trifecta of all things hard to see
From my head, my heart, or some other part of me
Trapped in this fractal image, too hard to fly
I thought I needed you just to get by

I'm not gonna make this easy at all
One day you're gonna realize this mistake
You'll pick up the phone and try to call
Be careful, I might not even be awake

I don't need this crap from you
But I have my God to lean onto
He's got a perfect plan for me
Until then, patiently waiting I'll be

God I pray to you for the strength I need
To mend the hole in my heart, set me free
I know you have this plan for me
Until then, waiting I will be