Disappointment

Well Simon didn't waste any time being alone, he's already looking for someone through dating websites. And I'm sure he's looking through facebook and myspace as well for someone. This both kind of upsets me, and doesn't make me feel anything. It upsets me because it makes me feel like he doesn't even care about me a little bit at all anymore. And it just makes me feel numb because I know he won't find anyone, especially not anyone as wonderful as me. In my heart I know he won't find anyone as good for him as I am. I may have my flaws, and so may he, but that doesn't mean we aren't compatible. Whatever, I will let him scour the earth for the "perfect one" and when he realizes that I was it all along, he will come back. I can't even think about dating in this delicate state I am in. The numbness is dominant today.