Breathe and Book

Lately, I seem to have become more and more irritable. Things really stupid and really small are bothering me more and more, and I don't know why. My mom is getting more and more on my nerves, and its not like she intentionally doing it. But it seems to me like everything she says is annoying. Even Simon is starting to bug me. Like how he hardly ever tells me he loves me anymore. I can feel him distancing himself from me, and I don't like it, but that's just making me more on edge. I can barely contain myself and its getting harder and harder to breathe. I can feel the change coming, and I don't like it one bit. I love Simon so much I'm afraid of losing him. Especially since I have no idea why I am.

In other aspects of my life, my book is coming along really great. I'm going through chapter 5 and I know where I want the book to go. I have a great plan, and I'm getting a lot of help from the master himself Stephen King. Well, not him exactly, but his book "On Writing." I always read it when I get stuck and it gets me open and writing. I feel like I need more help though. But I like it so far.