You're Like Salt On An Open Wound

I wish I had never met you, because if I hadn't met you I wouldn't know how much of a failure I am. I wouldn't know ow incompetent I am. I wouldn't know how dumb I am. I wouldn't know how ugly I am. I wouldn't know how much I lacked in my spiritual life. I wouldn't know how useless I am. I wouldn't know how unskilled I am. I wouldn't know that my condition is something to be ashamed of. I wouldn't know that I am not someone to be proud of. I wouldn't know I am worthless. I wouldn't feel so bad about myself. But most of all, I wouldn't know what it felt like to have my heart shattered by someone I ultimately trusted.