Different

Sometimes I wish I was a different person. A different person with different thoughts, with a different life, different people to interact with. I wish my circumstances were different, with a different heart, and different eyes to see through. I wish I didn't fall in love, I wish I didn't even have the capability to even feel love. But then I realize, nothing is ever different, and nothing will ever change. I am the same person who will always be the one to get hurt, the one who will never amount to anything. The one who will be alone forever. Goodbye. It's not even worth it anymore.