Fears

A lot has been placed on my plate at the moment, but I will divulge into that at another time. My main concern presently is Jose, or rather, his friends. His birthday is coming up at the end of this month, and while I will be spending it with him on the Saturday before his actual birthday, he will be gone to Ft Myers on his actual birthday with his band. There are a couple reasons I am kind of nervous about this. Number 1, his best friend and the singer is not exactly on the best path right now. He's cheating on his girlfriend with a much younger girl and his lifestyle isn't too great. Number 2, I was hoping to spend his birthday with him, but I won't be. I guess I just have this crazy notion that they will convince him to either break up with me or cheat on me. He's already cheated once, I guess I'm scared of the notion once a cheater always a cheater. I trust him, I do, but his friends not so much. Just needed to let go of my fears for a moment...